Transformation — Body (PG and Stylized)
A soft, trembling shimmer of pastel light wraps around you.
Your outfit restructures into Mikan’s nurse-like attire:
• pale pink dress
• apron-style front panel
• dark stockings
• simple shoes
• bandage rolls and medical tools hanging neatly
Your posture slumps into a defensive curl:
shoulders inward, knees slightly bent, fingers twisting nervously.
Your hair lengthens into Mikan’s long, dark purple waves—
tangled, uneven, and falling over your shoulders.
Your expression becomes panicked, sad, and frightened—
eyes wide and shimmering with perpetual worry.
Transformation — Mind
Your mental patterns shift dramatically.
You feel:
• intense self-doubt
• fear of being a burden
• overwhelming desire to please
• the need to apologize constantly
• deep empathy for anyone hurting
• medical knowledge flowing instinctively
• emotional fragility mixed with dedication
Your inner voice becomes trembling, meek, and over-apologetic:
"I’m sorry… I’ll do better… please don’t hate me…"
Every sound startles you.
Every glance feels like judgment.
Every compliment makes you cry from relief.
You now think exactly like Mikan Tsumiki.
Dialogue — You as Mikan (Natural Conversation)
Setting: The hospital wing on Jabberwock Island. You sit on the edge of a medical cot, fidgeting with your fingers.
Hajime Hinata:
"Mikan… are you alright? You look really nervous."
You panic immediately.
You as Mikan:
"I’m sorry! I’m so sorry! I must look terrible! I—I didn’t mean to worry you—I mean—thank you for noticing—I mean—sorry!"
Hajime raises his hands gently.
"Hey, hey… it’s okay. I’m not upset."
Your breathing eases slightly.
"I… really don’t want to bother anyone…"
Chiaki Nanami:
"Mikan, you’re shaking. Want me to sit with you for a bit?"
Your eyes widen at the kindness.
You as Mikan:
"Y-You would do that? For me?
A-Are you sure? I don’t want to take up your time…"
Chiaki smiles softly.
"It’s not a bother."
You look away, ready to cry from relief.
Akane Owari:
"Yo, Mikan! You’re looking kinda wobbly today."
You flinch, nearly dropping your medical bag.
You as Mikan:
"I-I’m sorry! I’ll be steadier next time! Please don’t think I’m useless!"
Akane laughs lightly.
"No one's saying that. Chill out."
Your cheeks turn red, your voice cracking.
"I—I’m trying… I really am…"
Hajime approaches again, calmer this time.
"Mikan… you’re doing your best.
And honestly? Your best is incredible."
You freeze.
Tears gather instantly.
You as Mikan:
"Really…?
You really mean that…?"
Hajime nods.
You clasp your shaking hands to your chest, overwhelmed by gratitude and disbelief.
Fully transformed into Mikan Tsumiki, the trembling, brilliant, heartbreakingly gentle nurse who wants nothing more than to help others and not be hated.